Lillian Marie

She's here!!!

{a real blog is coming...I think I'll get some sleep for now}

moving day

...is tomorrow! Or in 9 hours i suppose. The past 3 days have been filled with packing box after box, and i just finished. Cason tried to help today, but he's really not a good packer- i had to re-do almost everything he did! But--he'll get his work out tomorrow! We thought his family was coming to help us, but i guess we misunderstood...so we'll be doing it all by ourselves tomorrow! (i'm hoping Cason doesn't die...it's going to be a lot harder than he thinks it is). Regardless, i'm excited for a new and bigger place, and to get it ready for baby lilli. :)

sleepy time

...is complicated. every night i try to go to bed a midnight, but it never works out. Lilli is a night owl- with her constant kicking and punching along with lots of contractions and nausea, i can never get to sleep. i made cason go for a walk with me at 3 am last night (he hadn't been to bed yet- Dotson's don't sleep) and then i got chatty and we talked until 4. i'm really grateful he put up with it, i'm sure the conversation wasn't very interesting, but it helped me not think about the pain i was in. i think i finally fell asleep around 5:30 in the morning and woke up at 3 in the afternoon...which unfortunately has become a pattern for me. i honestly really hate it, i feel like i waste each day, but i just can't seem to get it right. we'll see what happens after the baby comes!

cason likes attention

This is my husband.

He is almost 23 years old.

He will soon be a father.